There is a place in my mind, a place were I love to hide. A place where Ill always be satisfied. A place inside where I possess a different kind of pain.
I go inside this place to live vitality free from physically existing. I go to a place where you can never reach, to be un-breached by an uncertain reality.
Scream at me! Throw your hate at me with all your might. Scared to be honest, to be real with me? I dont stagger around on this earth pretending to be whats not within me.
Look into my eyes and see that I am free! I can in every way, feel all the pain thats tangled inside of me. Another new day, silence overwhelms my mind. Silence is the true friend that never betrays.
I was too blind to see others sorrow and dishonesty. To blind to see the emptiness and the pointless lies of their lives.
Tears that bleed. My dream is dying, but just look the other way. My life is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain.
I wonder why god lets me walk through this place Contemplating life through my cold blanket eyes. Final thoughts rush through my mind as I see whats to come. All this desire built up inside, I dont want to conceal it any more.
I want to express myself and say whats genuinely on my mind. As I watch the sun decease across the sky, I try and break the lies before the die in the public eye.
Sometimes it seems as though Im losing touch. Nothing you can say now will faze me. And when youre dying lying right next to me Ill realize that I will not make it further on my own, I need you!
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